i can't really fix your watch

but we could play pretend
i a watch maker
or i could wear an apron and
you a tie and briefcase

you could reach across for me
and i can fake a headache.
we can pile a couple babies in a big bed
in a small house
i like dogs....

or we could be alone.

i just am not sure how much longer i can stand not telling you how i feel.

you could say you hate me
you love her
i'm not quite your type
or your gay
you can even fake being crazy to scare me away

or we could be together

i just cant stand the fact that i have all this inside me and its not where it belongs..

in your ear?

i hate this gushy feeling and this swelling in my heart..

this is always how it starts