i havent written nearly anything in over a year. incredible.
how did this happen, why?
is the relevant?
it is what it is

the issue of energy stealing

" The energy loss you experience is not real in the sense that energy passes from you to the other, what happens is a kind of agreement that one will feel stronger and one will feel weaker as a result of the exchange or the interaction. This kind of agreement happens at a level beyond this physical world - and is agreed to for the purposes of spirit, for the purpose of an opportunity to learn"

Marelon Bjorkaes

"the Universe does not differentiate between a so-called positive purpose and a so-called negative purpose - the power and energy increase with the emotion, the clarity of purpose and the clarity of intent."

Marelon Bjorkaes

http://marelon.com/info.aspx?main=Articles&sub=Energy+Stealing

sometimes

i really wish i wasn't so weird