i want you on my neck

go figure
the minute I'm set free from the mystery
I can't stop thinking about your soft belly
I woke up this morning looking at your face and saw myself looking back at me
and i felt so elated and i was laughing .. HA!
how funny/crazy...
and then i wondered who i was
and I craved your embrace
i tried to find you somewhere in my day..
i got a hug from a new friend
and i said "thank you"
but to who?
i thought of your mother as if she were mine
and a ladybug flew onto my coat
and then i thought well, i am this lady bugs mother
and i wondered "why don't I have anyone to hug?"
but I answered that before I asked it

this is what I chose ...
and so now
all I can think about is how much I want to hear my friends laugh
I was thinking i could join the peace corps after college
It's too far ahead though in some ways