I'm exhausted.
a new friend put it best
its like i knew the car could go this fast but
i haven't driving it in so long

for so long i had been going slow.
and i grew accustomed

i dont know what to give

i'm just tired

oh and i figured out what i'm scared of.

it's my feelings.
not you.

cause i can hang

but yeah its just hard

although i'm not sure it should be