so i got this 19 year old kid pawin at me
and its that whole forbidden fruit thing
but i start pushing him away
cause he's taking my clothes off
like I'm his
and then i just lay back
cause i don't want to fight him
and it feels good

and afterward he says to me
"you were supposed to make me stop"

and i feel awful

every bit of good i gave into
is replaced with guilt and remorse

cause he decided to push it back on me

and because of some imaginary code that i never understood

and i still don't



i would love to make love to someone again someday
like the way it used to be
the way it should be